I mean seriously, WHATS GOING ON??? My freakin life is taking a bad turn again! I've had enough with people. FOR GOOD.The only people I trust are my friends any more. And then you three...why. Why is all I ask. Before I'd do anything in the world to help you, and then you go and talk about me. I don't get it. I'm not going to talk about you because that just the nice person I am.I never really truly liked to talk about people. I hate it even if I hate them and they hate me. That's another thing that bothers me. Why do people talk about people they don't even truly know? Do they think it's fun? Talking about people will eventually backfire and they will start rumors about you, too. Yea, I know there where rumors going on about me in May. I figured it would happen. But I really didn't think you would do it. And all I want it to be homeschooled and get away from all the nasty rumors and nasty people, but NOOOOOOO. God. And then there was you. Met you in 8th grade, became really good buddies, came back from the hospital, and you hate me. Then, Kayla's party rolls around and you start talking to me again. i have to admit, I was pretty happy. You were a nice person. then you said some things and asked some things and i got really weirded out. then we're in a few months into school and its SEXUAL HARRASS TIME!!! Joy. Just cause i don't like to be touched the way you want to touch me doesn't mean I'm a fuckin lesbian. And don't make fun of them either! They're just normal people, too! Anywho, I'm not going to tell you why I don't like to be touched in those ways. It's kind of personal. Probably just by saying that you can guess what it is. And you have a freakin girlfriend! I'll bet you a shiny penny, that she won't mind being touched like that. Just don't let her catch you doin it to any one or you'll be in trouble haha. And i hope my friends make up with themselves soon cuz I don't really like switching from table to table at lunch. And for your benefit, too! You guys were such good friends! You guys were like chocolate, marshmallows, and grahm crackers!Ha now I'm hungry for a 'smore. At least i can still laugh after all I went through. And yes, Brandyn, I love you too you smecksy beast! And Brianna! My bestie forever! And kelly, with your pick-up lines and good comebacks to evertihing. Laurel, You're such a blonde, haha, wich is awesometastic. And Kayla, and you stupid man-ass friend (cuz you don't like the word BOYFRIEND) will hopefully be together forever 8D. And I can't forget, you all are great to talk to when I need help.

Thanks ♥